Radio Interview on Infertility

My mom told me she listened to an interview on infertility on the radio yesterday. So I went online and found the interview, its about 5 minutes long. Here is the link if you want to check it out. Infertility interview. I think infertility is something a lot more people deal with than I thought so about a year ago. I'm sure not one of those people go through infertility with no anger, no frustration, and no bitterness. It is a true test of faith in Christ. For me HE is my only Hope to ever be a mommy!

It changes everything

It changes the way you look at newborns.

It changes your outlook on life.

It changes the way you look at Mother's.

It changes the way you look at your life.

It changes what you used to think was heartache.

It changes the way you look at your husbands blue eyes.

It changes how you get through every day.

It changes the importance of THINGS.

It changes the meaning of the word Hope.

It changes your whole life.

It changes your heart.

Infertility changes everything.

Something disgusting

I had something this morning that made me want to gag.

Scrambled Egg Whites.

I have never had just egg whites I have always had the whole egg scrambled with cheese. Last week we left out the cheese, and this morning I left out the yolk. It was the hardest thing I ever had to cook, I was gaging then already. I was always the one who didn't even eat the white part of a over easy egg. Now here I am cooking egg whites and actually sitting down and eating them. If it wasn't for my glass of Milk or my Turkey Bacon I would not have survived! I told hubby that I can never eat this again.

It all started a week ago when we started P90X. That says it all right! Let just say last week was very painful. We also wanted to follow the diet plan, so that is where the egg whites come in. I just don't know if I can do it. Does anyone have a good way to make them? I need help!! I'll tell you the program works! I lost 6 pounds in the first week!! So that is why I want to try and stick with it. Kevin can eat mostly anything, and I am a very picky eater. Especially when I have to cook it, I think it has something to do with seeing and smelling the food before I cook it. Does anyone else have this problem or is it just me? I am trying so hard. I would love any ideas/help!!

I cannot wait for my banana!

But then I know I have to conquer lunch...


...tuna with crackers.

What is love?

Love is patience.
Love is kindness.
Love is trust.
Love is friendship.
Love is fun.
Love is crazy.
Love is many more things!

True Love is never-ending.

Many times I think to myself "how on earth would I ever live without my husband?" "How would I get through this life?" I feel so blessed to have a Man I love, cherish, and have way too much fun with. It just seems like He has always been a part of me. When someone knows you so well, that can never be replaced. It makes me feel so sad when I hear of unhappy marriages. Love is able to conquer. I would hope. But the reality is, many times it does not. Part of Love is putting yourself last. That is the part that I have struggled with so much. I have come a long way with that, let me tell you. With my hubby right by my side. We have been married for 4 years, and it seems we have come so far since then. We feel more like a team than ever before. I think all those fights actually help! HA! You really get to know the person you are married to so deeply that you start truly feeling like ONE. How I love that feeling. I'm sure there are many obstacles to come our way, and many heartaches to face. But for now, I just want to be the best wife I can to a Man that has made me SO happy.

I hope everyone is enjoying their Saturday! Thinking of all my blogger friends!!

I would love to hear about your marriages, and what you do to keep them real and alive!!

Sweet baby..

...Isabella is doing so well. She is such a content baby, she had been wonderful for her parents. I wanted to share these cute pictures with you. There is nothing better than a little baby girl dressed in pink!

Closet Organization

While we stayed at my parents house, I reorganized their closets. I have been hooked on all matching plastic hangers. I got them when I moved our house 2 years ago, it looks so much better when they all match. So I did my Dad's first.


Before...



Then my Mom's.

Before...

My Dad's closet after...

My Mom's closet after...

I love organizing to see the end result! But I have to be in the mood, because once you start there is no turning back.

Is there something that you cannot live without when it comes to organizing?

Major Negative in Wendy's

Well....

I'm not pregnant. Big surprise right. I'll tell you the whole story!

I had a Chiropractor appointment scheduled for yesterday, and I knew that they will need to do X-Rays. I also knew that you should not be pregnant for an X-Ray. I had not taken a test in about 2 months, my cycle has been strange as always, so I had no idea if I was or not. I thought, Hey, there is a possibility. I went to Wal-Mart and got a test, then I thought OH No where am I going to take this test. I was starving, and Wendy's is my favorite fast food place. I decided to take the test in the restroom. It was far from the best place to take a test, but I was out of options and luckily no one else was in the restroom. It was negative pretty quickly. I was not surprised at all.

So I washed my hands of course! :) Got a Double Stack no onion, small fry and bottled water, went out to my car and had my lunch. I just kept thinking to myself this will NEVER happen. After so many negatives, it becomes second nature. I think we might as well start the Adoption process, but I know that we are not quite ready for that. I just need to have a little more faith, even through the very difficult days.

Today I feel Blessed for everything the Lord has Blessed us with.